DISCLAIMER: this is still a public journal until i say it is. LOL.


anyway, you must've seen this blog through my twitter. or if not, i wonder how you stumble here. ahahahaha. i don't usually like to put intro here but i guess i have to so that you guys will know what to expect here.



( more about cho kyuhyun's wife. )


but just so you know, i had many lovers too. one in every kpop group. lol. but i only consider kyu as my husband. always is. :)


one last thing: im one crazy person. :)


and atm, im completely broke by being a fangirl. im saving up for ss3!!





the photo above and the signature is from lnicoletal. :)

 

I decided to title some post with that. LOL.





Tonight is DRAMA NIGHT! Currently loading Secret Garden eps 5 & 6 and searching for It's Okay Daddy's Girl eps english subs. If not, then I'm continuing SNSD's Hello Baby. Sooyoung really have to be so funny!! Plus, I'm starting to like Tiffany, the way she treats the baby. :)

 
Two things that could summarize this day: it's fun and my feet hurt badly. Like I want to chop it off for a night so I won't feel anything. I am not kidding.

As some of you know, I am a volunteer to help PULP productions, most specifically Miss Happee, in holding the used-to-be ticketing event here in Davao. We had all the preparations and had our last meeting Sunday last week when they had to announce that the ticketing event will be cancelled. All was sad but yet we have to move on. Then Thursday night we have to find out that the ticketing event would be revived with it's new title as "ELFs countdown for SS3 Manila". Imagine us cramming for the last minute preparations as we have to stick with our original program flow.

But it all went well today. Everything went fine, I guess. LOL. Though there are a few glitches but there's no such thing as a perfect production anyway so all was cool. As long as everyone had fun, that's all that is important to us anyway. By the way, while we were eating at the backstage, Miss Happee and Sir Vernon just had to pass by while my burger was halfway through my mouth. Lee, Dan and I were a little starstruck for a few seconds then started panicking. We all know Miss Happee would be with us but the appearance of Sir Vernon is so effin a surprise to us. I was never been so starstruck in my life like earlier. Or maybe in three months when I get to see the boys. LOL.




There are many things that are remarkable today and that includes seeing Siwon in a tarp with no shibrows which might be the cause of my death cause of laughing, Lee doing a ssanti dance and spazzing with Ate Bam on KyuYoung couple. LOL. How my day turned out to be!

And instead of sleeping coz of the tiresome day, I'm still here, posting, reading some KyuYoung & YongSeo fics and loading YongSeo couple WGM cuts. I'll reserve watching Secret Garden and maybe It's Okay Daddy's Girl for tomorrow if the subs are out. Thank goodness for holidays! :)

 



Anyway, to my dear friend, Irev Marie, happy happy birthday! Welcome to the world of the OLDIES. AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Nah, just kidding. Before this day ends, I wish to greet you here though we already spend the afternoon together. I will always remember the day where we first meet and, though you may hate to remember this, HOW we met. Through the times, we've been together there on. And it's been almost two years already and the bond is still strong! :)

By the way, thanks for treating me and Lee with dinner earlier. LOL. I'm so full! 



I wish you all the happiness in the world, my friend. Stay strong! No matter what, you can always count on me :)


I know this is off topic but I saw this at SM earlier and I loved it. It's BROOOOOOWN!! 

 

This is by far the third video that made me cry coz of Kyu. One was, of course, the prank in EHB where he cried his eyes out and the second would be the news of the April 19 accident and Teukkie calling Kyu's name when he himself is badly injured. And seeing Kyu lying unconciously on a stretcher is something I would not want to see EVER AGAIN.




And here comes another one. This was during the SS3 Nanjing when they were performing In My Dream. Seeing him holding back his tears before his part in the second chorus is really really really heartbreaking. But still, he performed well. And that's what makes it more heartbreaking.



This song is my most favorite from the 4th album and seeing Kyu like this, I don't even know what to do. In fact, just before I watched this fancam I heard he vomitted because he was starving himself. Then watching this, I have the thought that SS3 Nanjing would be a sad one, for me. But seeing his pictures, all smiling and all, that did it. I'm breaking down. I know they were letting us see that they are all okay but it really hurts me to see them like that but deep down inside they're hurting. 

I just have to let this out or else I'm gonna faint soon.

 

I know, I know, this post is kinda late. Actually I really planned on posting this during the 5th anniversary but well, I got tired after the end of the day and the following days that followed is alotted for school. Since I have no class later and it's past 2am here in my place, I decided to make a post of what happened that day now. :)




Let me share this one: November 5, one day before Suju's 5th year, Lee, Danica and I made the banner. And it was really FULL OF FAILS! Like I am not exxagerating. And one thought cross my mind: I AM SO SURE THAT ON THE 6TH WILL BE FULL OF FAILS TOO. 

And my prediction came true. A little. Hahaha.

I have a class in the morning that day. It was planned that Lee, Danica and I will meet earlier than 1pm coz we still have to put some finishing touches with the banner. Anyway, I just found out during my class that we are recquired to attend a talk of a national news anchor in our school at around 3pm. Imagine my dilemma!! I immediately texted Lee and Danica about what might happen and both said not to attend (I know i know, they're such supportive friends and they're concerned for my studies AHAHAHA). 

Anyway my best friend knew about what's going on my mind and that she also encouraged me not to attend and that she'll just lend me her notes for the quiz next meeting. So I run to meet Lee, Danica with Kat and Chi who also arrived early. At first we are worried that it might end up that it would just be the five of us but soon enough, one by one, ELF arrived. Though we're not that many, at least it's better than just the five of us. :)



We went to fly the banner at People's Park. By the time we let the banner fly, the balloons were tangled up with each other so the banner isn't in its perfect state when it flew. I'm afraid I won't post our fail flying banner. AHAHAHAHAHA. After the banner, we decided to have our dinner (if you call a meal at around 4pm dinner) at Somang, a Korean restaurant so that we can also watch Music Core and We Got Married. Well, we are VERY noisy. What can you expect of fangirls getting together and just celebrated the 5th year of their fave band? LOL.



After the so-called-dinner, some left while some of us headed to Bubble Snow, a Korean-owned dessert shop. There we met up with Anna, the owner, and spent almost around 2-3 hours chatting with her AND taking pictures. And eat too. By then, at around 8pm, some left including Kat who went back to her hometown, Tagum, and five of us were left: Chi, Lee, Dan, Sarah and me. So we decided to go to the coffee shop below and check on twitter what's happening during the trending and the anniversary event. That's when we found out about Kangin being there. I don't even care where we are or we're in a public place but tears fell down my eyes when I saw the photo. Me and Danica cried. WE ARE SO HAPPY!!



When Sarah and Dan left, Chi, Lee and me went back to McDonalds and played some childhood game on paper. And that's when we realized that Lee is meant for Yesung and I with Kyu while Chi isn't with Heenim AHAHAHAHAHAHA. After that we went back home. I also want to give a shout out and my deepest gratefulness to Ate Angel who, though we're miles apart, we can still feel her presence. XD ATE ANGEL DAEBAK!!!!!!

Though it's tiring, it was really really really fun. A thought came that maybe I'll do something like this during Kyu's birthday on Feb next year. That is if I have money. LOL. :)

 

DAY 1: Introduce yourself with a gif
DAY 2: Describe what you did today; did you like it?
DAY 3 :Name the tv show you have become addicted to.
DAY 4: Write a letter to someone (any body you want to)
DAY 5: How you feel today? Why you feel like this.
DAY 6: Post a picture of you with your family.




DAY 8: What did you eat today?
DAY 9: What did you wear today? (post a picture)
DAY 10: What do you think about “assholes/bitches”
DAY 11: Do you think you are a bitch or an asshole or you act bitchy?
DAY 12: Post a recenten picture of yourself.
DAY 13: Why you decided to do this?
DAY 14: Tell something funny and random.
DAY 15: A song that express your mood at the moment.